Saturday, 18 January 2014

Dec 27th 13'

LOST.

Day 4th feeling vulnerable. Helpless. Stuck and wasted. 
No one, no one will understand how I feel. 
But he needs help. And I'm in no condition to help. 
All I can do is let him take it. 
So i let it go. 

Later,
What should I do later?
Should I stay away?
Or pretend everything is fine?

I'll stay away.
I shouldn't let myself care too much.
Because,
When I let myself care, 
I'm the one who ended up getting hurt.
Why?
Because they don't care.

They don't care that I care.
That's what happened before.
I will not let it happen again.

I feel like it's happening again.
So I'll stay away.

Away. 

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